Of course I sometimes ask myself the same question, I ask how it happened or when did it happen. Usually a reply with a look that says ‘Are you stupid?’ and say in an indifferent tone,” I don’t know. “
I’m not really out, I’m like halfway in the closet, if that makes sense, I’ve told people who matter to me, eight people in total, and they’ve all been very awesome and supportive about it but I don’t think I’m going to tell my parents till I’m going off to college, I don’t have to the strength to fight against their wrath.
I’ve never been that interested in guys anyways, yet I’ve always looked for people to accept me, I’m a strange person by heart and therefore a bit rejected by my peers most of my childhood, I was looking for anyway to fit into this little unit at school without being alone. I was never thinking about romance; in fact my best friend was my cousin who was almost two years older than me. Let’s just say we were very close. Dana was the first girl to go down on me and damn if it wasn’t the best feeling I had ever had. I used to cum and cum until Dana’s tongue got tired and I did the same to her. Had the most amazing cunt…Like a woman’s with puffy lips and a large clit I could make her cum again and again.
But again I never thought anything of it because it felt good and we were both in that state of mind…. the only difference was that she grew out of it and I didn’t. I never liked guys, I wanted to be their friends, badly because it seemed like fun but kissing them hugging them, the thought was repulsive to me. I looked at a couple my eyes always went to the girl first. I watched a lot of videos of girls kissing each other; again I never thought anything of it, when I watched porn I was always looking at the girl and how the guy must be feeling touching her soft curves.
I don’t know how it started or there’s something wrong but I’m going to tell you this and I’m going to tell you straight, I didn’t choose anything, there was no point in my mind that I choose this.
I don’t know how it started or there’s something wrong but I’m going to tell you this and I’m going to tell you straight, I didn’t choose anything, there was no point in my mind that I choose this, there was no point that I wanted this. All that changed last weekend.
It was my friend Carla’s 16th birthday. She had invited me to sleep over her house. Her parents were out of town for the night so we could crank up the volume and go a little crazy! Same as we did for my 14th two months ago! I arrived at the door ready for a great night in. Carla answered the door and she looked incredible! Her long brown hair was shining in the light of the hallway and her big blue eyes shined like stars! She was all made-up and wearing a skimpy little top that exposed a lot of her perky little breasts. She hugged me and we went up to her room.
As we entered the room I noticed what I always notice every time I enter Carla’s bedroom. All of her posters. Carla came out as being a lesbian when she was 13 and she has posters of big breasted women all around her pink walls. Even though I’ve seen them 1000 times. Carla knew I was a lesbian but we hadn’t acted on it at my sleepover because I was so paranoid about my parent. Carla’s parents were liberal, tolerant and absent most of the time.
. Anyway, we were on her bed and watch a chick flick on her TV on her bedroom wall. Then she goes and steals a bottle of Vodka from the kitchen and grins wickedly! We pretty much drink the lot and are very drunk by about midnight. “Hey,” Carla says. “I’m going to take a shower now ok?” I needed one too so I asked if I could join her.
She said it was fine and she gave me a blue bikini to wear. She slipped on her brand new pink designer bikini too and we both went into the shower. It was a double shower so there we plenty of room.
We were pissed and laughing and joking and washing until I asked her if she could wash my back. “Sure!” she said smiling.
So she got the soap and ran it all over my back and then started to rub it in with her hands. “Is it ok if I undo the back of your bikini top? She said. “It’ll be a lot easier.” I said sure so she undid it and ran her hands all over my back. Then she got to my lower back and she put her hands down the back of my bikini bottoms!
She massaged my ass and ran her finger around my ass crack. It was going to happen and I certainly wasn’t going to stop her. I felt my nipples get hard and I had a strong burning feeling in my pussy. I was even more turned on than when I had had sex with my cousin!
Once Carla had washed all the soap off I turned back round to face her and she kissed me! It felt so damn good! Her tongue slid in and out of my mouth while the water was still running over us. She started feeling my titties and remembered that the top was undone. She pulled the bikini top off me exposing my very small round tits. She went down and started to lick and suck my nipples. I moaned softly because it felt so good. I undid her bikini top as she took off my bottoms.
She then took off her bottoms so we were both naked in each other’s arms. She kissed me again more urgently are tongues warring and sliding over and under one another then she kissed and sucked on my neck before returning to my mouth and pulling my bottom lip with her teeth. She took a mouth full of water from the shower and we shared the warm water back and forth the spit running off our chins.
Carla slowly moved her hand down and started to rub my outer cunt lips…I moaned and two fingers parted my pussy lops while her middle finger began rubbing and flicking my stiff clit. Slowly at first and then faster and faster so that the friction was killing me! It felt so fucking great! She then slipped her middle finger inside my cunt while still rubbing my clit with her thumb.
I could feel and orgasm starting to build up. Suddenly Carla pulled her fingers away, I groaned in disappointment.
“Not yet you nasty little Lesbos bitch. I want to taste your cum on my tongue I want you to give it all to me. “
Carla squatted down between my legs and with a sly grin on her face let her tongue lash its way the full length of my cunt. The feeling was so delicious my knees buckled, and Carla giggled then slipped her long tongue inside my tight pussy. I grabbed the railing for support as Carla fucked me with her talented tongue.
I was in ecstasy as Carla moved her tone out of my cunt and up over and around my engorged clit. I was trembling as she sucked it into her eager mouth flicking my flesh button back and forth with her tongue. Yes, yes I was a lesbian and I loved it.
I pulled hard on Carla’s hair, “Please make me cum Carla, I need to feed you my girl juice, I want to see you suck and lick it all!”
Carla looked up at me, with mercy in her eyes, “Okay lover girl, but you .have to call me your girl friend, in front of everybody, no matter what. Agreed?”
At that point I would have agreed to anything, “Fuck yes, Carla is my girl friend, I love the way she sucks my cunt, oh yes, make me cum Carla, I am your slut, your slut girlfriend.”
Carla looked up at me as she vacuumed my clit into her wet mouth and lashed at it mercilessly with her tip of her tongue, at the same time she twisted two fingers into my tight cunt. The harder she licked and fucked me the more I grinded my clit and pussy against face and fingers. I started to orgasm. “Oh fuck! Carla! Oh! Oh yes! Oh you fucking slut fuck me! Harder! HARDER! UHHHHHHH!!! OH GOD I’M FUCKING CUMMING! AHHHHHHH!”
Suddenly my cunt released a fuck load of cum all over her face and hand. She licked it off and swallowed it. “Fuck Icy you taste amazing!” So I smiled at her and said, “You’ve had a taste of me? Now I want to taste you!”
She knew what I was going to do so she lay down and opened her legs as wide as they would go. I knelt by her hairless pussy and began to lick it. I ran my tongue up and down her pussy lips until I reached her clit. I flicked my tongue over it and began to suck. I sucked it harder and harder whilst smelling the musky smell of her hot cunt. She locked her legs around my neck and started humping my face. I suddenly shoved my tongue up her pussy hole and wriggled it about in there. She began to SCREAM! “OH ICY YOU FUCKING BITCH! FUCK ME! OH GOD FUCK ME NOW YOU SKANK! I NEED YOU! OH FUCKING HELL THIS IS FUCKING AWESOME! UUHH! UUUUUUHHHHHHH!”
She released all of her hot cum into my mouth and I spat it onto her boobies and rubbed it in. The water from the shower washed it away down the plug and I kissed her pussy making her shudder. She stood up and grinned wickedly. “Stay here,” She said. “I’ve got a present for you!” She got out of the shower and came back two seconds later wearing a strap-on cock! I laughed and she lay down in the soaking wet shower with her cunt/cock underneath the shower head. I straddled her cock and slowly sat on it. I wriggled around trying to get comfy. The water from the shower was now on my head. I started to bounce up and down.
After 5 minutes I was bouncing up and down so hard and fast I reached the G-spot! I was sent into immediate orgasm! I screamed and screamed and rode her as fast as I could until I came all over the rubber cock. I went down and sucked it swallowing my own cum. Carla removed the strap-on and we both lay under the cool water kissing and stroking each other’s bodies. And it’s fair to say that that was the best shower I’ve ever had!