My lonely heart lay heavy Upon the breast of my existence As the sickle moon rests softly In an orange Harvest sky. The black top of my life Roams like a coiling snake Searching, seeking Across the barren Landscape of my mind Where is my lonely heart? Adrift and forgotten Under a darkened star, Or…
Thank you for everything I never thought possible. Thank you for instilling great strengths in me That I didn’t think existed. Thank you for making me feel valued When I felt I had no worth. Thank you for caring for me When I never thought anyone ever would again. But most of all, thank you…
Crash.There goes my feelings.Thud.Face down again, in the mud. Rip.There is no longer flesh, only scars.Clank.My stomach sank. Ding.Someone’s here but I don’t answer.Smash.Face down on the bed. Bang.That’s my brain as it implodes.Smack.Across the face for looking back. Crack.The wall breaks through my hand.Drip.Here come more tears. Hum.The low white noise as I’m alone.Zip.I…
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I should not,But still I care.I wonder where,I wonder why,Then I think,What went wrong? Now I remember.It was there,But now it’s gone.Forgotten and lost,Moving away,Hanging by a thread. Thread can be cut,But this one can’t. First love doesn’t die,But you can forget it.It just wasn’t meant to be. You said no for a reason,So now…
I lost my soul, my meaning and my eyes.Forgave the time but not it’s ever lasting tracesIÂ gasped for air between a thousand sighs.Believed your lies and all your many facesBut nothing held my world from crumblingThe night you left my side. There are a million other clouds to rainBut I am dry from tears poring…
Sometimes,I don’t know what to feel.Is this a fantasy?Or could it be real? Sometimes,I feel loved,But like a baby bird,I need to be shoved. Sometimes,I feel hurt,And completely alone,Nothing more than dirt. Sometimes,The cloud has silver lining,A glimmer of hope,Forever shining. Sometimes,I mess thing up,Make it wrong,Maybe I should just shut up. Sometimes,I am stupid,Crazy…
Holding each other tightly in embrace I stare into your eyes whilst stroking your face Our hands lock together as our lips finally meet When I found out you cheated on me my heart skipped a beat  As you kiss me gently I have visions in my head Of you and her together my…
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