One of these days…

I want you, really I do, but I am scared.

I’ve been hurt before, you know?

Hurt, used, lied to, discarded…

You though… You seem different.

~o~

You intrigue me and you excite me.

You arouse something good in me.

You make me laugh and catch me off guard.

You don’t seem to mind that I am not perfect.

~o~

You accept that my body isn’t that of a porn star,

You understand my scars and even say you like them?

You see my weaknesses, yet tell me that I’m special?

You see me for what I am… I think… I hope…

~o~

I want you to love me. Love me!

Possess me, fuck me, satisfy me!

I can feel your weight against me.

Calling out your name, forgetting all others.

~o~

I’m trying, you know I am. I’m doing my best.

Can you be patient, can you wait until I am ready?

I promise it will pay off…

I see great things, for you and I.

~o~

One of these days… Yes, one of these days…