love, respect kindness pt 2

It only took one day for things to change.
You didn’t know my true feelings.
We spoke but yet nothing…
No love? No joy? No happiness?

You wanted to try again.
I was so happy,
But I knew you didn’t love me.
You only said it to make me happy.

So the pain is still there but now it is worse.
The love I have,
Getting stronger every day;
The pain getting worse.

I am reminded of the night we spent together…
The way you looked in the moonlight,
How sweet your body felt when I first touched you,
The kiss that unlocked all the hidden feelings.

Our naked bodies pressed together, I never wanted it to end.
How I long to feel you again.
You never understand how I feel,
You never understand what you have done to me.

My life, my love, my heart lives for you.
But yet you toy around with me, with my feelings,
Like some kind of animal stalking its prey.
My heart longs for you.

I seem to be looking for the way out to stop the pain and the feeling,
To put the past, future, present to rest.
To see if there is a better life after death.
How do you bring yourself to let the girl you love know this is how you feel?

I look at what my life has become
And what my life was like, and all I can say is
Why do we feel love,
When it brings us pain?