Guilty Pleasures – Chapter One

I was so nervous to be doing this. Hi, my name is Raven and I am quite successful but there is a part of me that wants to take control, that wants to feel alive. Its very sad when no one knows about my secret. Im waiting for her to come out of the bathroom now. Im so nervous and excited. I just can’t stand it. I wonder how many people will watch live this time. I am a Christian Psychologist by day and a lesbian webcam model by night. I met this particular girl online. I met her on the website I was a lesbian webcam model for. The website is called Guilty Pleasures and the name fits, since so many people might feel guilty after viewing it; but they always come back for more.

I make more money and can work less, but I can never make this a full time job. Explain more about that later. I keep a dairy because if I kept all these emotions inside I would explode. I am 27 years old and I still seem to care about what other people think of me. No one will know where I live; I just know that if anyone was to find out I would lose my job as a Christian Psychologist. I worked too hard to get there. I bet your tired of me writing about this stuff but I will tell you in detail what happened

Her name is Faith, (lol inside joke). Anyway, I gave her my number because I always wanted to have sex on cam with her. Faith always had people wanting to watch her when she left and got excited(sexually) when she returned to please them. Males and females love the sight Guilty Pleasures; if that was not true than we would be out of the job. Faith has shoulder length red hair, curves in just the right places, green eyes and an amazing smile. I was waiting for her to get dressed in her sexy lingerie and, just when I though she would never be ready, she stepped out of the bathroom.

I positioned the webcam on my laptop to focus on us and Faith smiled and told me to relax. She must have seen that I was shaking. I only kissed a girl on web cam before but never have I had sex with another female. I was sitting on the bed when she came and sat beside me. She leaned in slowly and whispered in my ear that everything would be fine. Than she kissed me. I started to slowly play with her nipples with two fingers rubbing and pinching them until they became hard beneath my fingers. Faith started to slide my panties off while we kissed. Her lips was so soft. I took her bottom lip and start to suck it a little. Than I started to take off her skirt and panties. She was dressed up as a sexy nurse. I slipped one finger into her vagina and was surprised at how wet she was. I start to play with her clit and she kisses me on the lips long and hard. Faith slips her tongue into my mouth. I slipped my tongue into her mouth in return. I take her panties off and start removing her bra so I can see her bare breasts. They were the perfect size. You could fill your hands with them. Faith started to take off my bra and panties; than she inserted one finger into my now dripping wet vagina. I pushed her down onto the bed and went between her legs. I started to suck and lick her vagina. She tasted so sweet. By her moans I was doing somethinng right. As I continued to lick and nibble her sweet tasting vagina I felt her shake as she started to have her orgasm. I started to play with her boobs and lick her at the same time. I guess it was to much for her to handle because with one last moan she squirted in my mouth. I licked it all up. Once that was over we kissed and she told me how much fun she had and left.