I know this was a brand new century, women had gained the right to vote, work outside the home, even earn more money than a man if they so chose. Â They could even run for political office! Â But that was them. Â I entered into the service as a submissive, with different goals and expectations. Â My duties were to make sure that my masterâs wants and needs came first; if he chose to grant me small favors and gifts as I earned them then I should feel gratified that I was worthy of them. Â So I was leaving the house on a sour note. Â Not good at all. Â
Being retrained was ten times harder the second time around. Â The first time there was a certain amount of leniency, knowing that the initiate was being molded into a new creation. Â There were certain things a new girl would do without being punished. Â Ignorance of the laws was a reason if she had never been instructed otherwise. Â That changes once knowledge has been made known to her. Â Trust me: if you are slow and dim-witted this is not the lifestyle for you. Â You become an irritant to your master. Â This was for someone who willingly desired the freedom of knowing what her limits were, not running willy-nilly doing her own thing. Â Â
I was beginning to question my choices. Â Everyday was spanking day for me. Â My poor bum felt so blistered my showers were very cold to relieve my stress. Â Mistress Denise made me so nervous I couldnât seem to get the simplest tasks done to her satisfaction, resulting in, you guessed it; a spanking. Â I wanted out of this hell-hole. Â My rightful place was in the house of Master John, Mistress Julia and my sub sister Taliya. Â Maybe today I could be returned home. Â I truly hoped so. Â I didnât want to spend another weekend here. Â I was told by Mistress Denise that if I cleaned my room to her strict standards I would be allowed to see my master. Â I was so happy I felt like singing. Â Just then the phone rang. Â Â
âHey,â I answered. Â Â
âIs that the way you answer a phone, little girl?â the voice said menacingly. Â Damn! Â Mistress Denise! Â Crap! Â How could I have been so dumb and careless? Â Â
âN-no, never. Please forgive this girl, Mistress Denise,â I said, fear making my voice quaver. Â I didnât want to blow what little privileges I had accrued to date, especially since I was due to see Master Friday, tonight. Â Â
âI want your room to be clean in five minutes, Ceres. Â Do you understand me?â Â Â
âYes Mistress. Â I understand you.â Â
âGood. Â I will be home in ten minutes sharp. Â Be downstairs and ready for your daily spanking. Â Are my wishes clear?â Â
âYes Mistress. Â Um, Mistress, may I ask a question please?â Â
âGo ahead, little girl.â Â
âWhen can I go home, Mistress? Â I really miss my master.â Â I hoped I hadnât hit one of her raw nerves. Â Getting on her wrong side could earn me extra punishment as well as retraining time for being disobedient. Â Â
âIâll be home promptly at 2 p.m. , in another ten minutes. Â I want you to have your clothes ready to go out tonight.â Â
âBut maâam, isnât my master coming over tonight? Â Wonât we miss him?â Â I was desperate, risking my behind, or worse, by pursuing this line of questioning when she made it clear by not answering my previous ones. Â Iâd better shut up and play along with her. âThe sub gains her pleasure by learning to please the master.â I didnât need a touchup to remember this. Â
âNo, Ceres,â Mistress Denise said with a note of impatience creeping into her voice. Â âAll you need to know is we will be seeing your Master John and Mistress Julia tonight,â she stated mysteriously. Â My heart lifted. Â
âAnd Taliya too?â I asked hopefully. Â
âWeâll see.â Â No other information was forthcoming, but it was enough for me. Â I was getting to see them tonight! Â Mistress Denise ended the phone call abruptly by hanging up on me. Â Fine. Â As if that hurt me. Â Time was awastinâ: this girl had places to go, her people to see, as long as I passed inspection. Â Hanging up the phone in its cradle I raced upstairs to fulfill my duties. Â My room seemed clean enough. Â I was setting out my clothes when I heard Mistress Deniseâs voice downstairs. Â
âCeres, why arenât you here in place for your daily spanking!â Â I looked up, startled. Â It wasnât two oâclock as yet, nor had ten minutes passed. Â Shit! Â Donât tell me she set me up by making her call from around the corner, just a minuteâs drive away, knowing that there was no way in hell I would be in place when she arrived! Â My heart sunk lower than the Titanicâs final resting place. Â Was my weekend ruined? Â Would I get to spend time with Master, Mistress and maybe Taliya? Â I agonized over these and more questions as I walked slowly out of my room downstairs to face the wrath of Mistress Denise. Â I could feel the heat of her anger pouring out of her eyes, like lead from a blast furnace. Â Â I knew I was in trouble again. Â I felt it. Â But, this time I would not volunteer any information to wriggle my way out of trouble. Â
She had me dead to rights. Â Iâd take my punishment like a good sub should, I told myself. Â Maybe next weekend I could meet my family again. Â I held back my tears of disappointment from leaking down my face. Â In silence I stood in front of her.
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