During my late teens and throughout my 20’s, life was filled with sex with various women, self sucking, and frequent masturbation. Most of that stopped when I reached my 30’s when I got married. Some women would give me head and others did not. However, I always had myself as a back-up during those early years. I was, and still am, athletic and flexible, with slightly above average penis size, however sucking myself was not always easy.
It all began when I saw some inspiring photos in the porn shop in our college town and decided I would give it a real try. Yes, I admit I had thought about giving myself head, and gave it a few unsuccessful attempts in the early days. Most guys probably have at least thought about it. Sucking my own cock wasn’t easy at first. The physical elements were most challenging. The body positions required to find success do not allow for easy breathing and they really aren’t as relaxing as laying back to manually stimulate yourself. It’s always much nicer to lay back and relax while another person does the work. The position is also tough to maintain regardless of the angle of attack. The neck and back can become sore right away. All of those challenges makes maintaining an erection difficult. The mental elements that create the motivation helped me overcome any physical hurdles. Motivation to create the pleasure. Motivation to confirm curiosity. Motivation to taste myself. Motivation to take my load directly from the source.
My living situation was inside an all male off-campus house at college. Living around so many guys made performing auto fellatio difficult from a privacy perspective. One had to be creative to simply masturbate in these conditions let alone suck your own cock. I had to develop a sound plan if I was going to give this auto fellatio idea a go.
My big break came when I realized that I actually had the perfect place to go to relax right inside the house, undisturbed, for good auto fellatio sessions. We had a room in the basement of our house that no one lived in. It was really a small suite that mostly held random storage items the guys wanted tucked away. Outside the door to this room was a laundry area. None of the guys are there late at night. I had the key to that room! Only our landlord had another key to that specific door.
I decided that basement room would be the place for my adventure. I cleaned up the room late one night and was happy to see the carpet was fairly clean and cushioned with decent padding. Someone stored extra blankets and pillows and towels in there too. There was even a working light in the ceiling and the room was well heated. I hadn’t ejaculated in a long time so there was a big load on deck and a constant erection over the previous days which provided additional motivation to get the room set up.
I began my hot shower and stretching routine a few nights a week and found after a short time that magical moment when I knew it was going to happen; almost. I’ll never forget the feeling and the sense of knowing it was going to work. These images are fresh in my mind like it was yesterday. After a hot shower and some purposeful stretching my lips finally touched the head of my penis. A gentle kiss and flick of the tongue around my cock head confirmed it all. It wasn’t long before the head of my hard cock passed my lips for the very first time. I could swirl my tongue around the head just like you see in any good porn. It was exciting to taste my pre cum directly from the source. Soon I could feel my cock resting against my face so licking the shaft was also incorporated. I’ll never forget the feeling of my pre cum dripping against the tip of my nose during those first few sessions in the basement of that house.
The early sessions required constant patience and stretching. The combination of manual stimulation and sucking the head were required for ejaculation. When my back or neck got sore I backed off and would simply shoot a warm load into my mouth using my hand. It took several weeks however, soon I was able to use only my mouth to get the results I longed for.
I cannot count how many times I went down into that basement room in the middle of the night to get off. One event that comes to mind was during the summer session on a night that I just could not sleep. I hadn’t ejaculated in many days and had a raging hard on that need attention. I jumped down from my bunk, grabbed the key from my desk drawer and headed downstairs and into the room; my happy place. Off came my shorts and T-shirt. Laying on the floor on top of the blankets and pillows I flipped my legs up and over my head where my feet pressed against the wall. This position provided the best leverage, angle of attack, and opportunity to relax a little. Instantly my cock slid past my lips and in about a minute my mouth was filled with my warm cum. Auto fellatio came easy that night.
The best experience I ever had with auto fellatio was in Europe. We were on a three month summer backpacking trip after college which included staying in many youth hostels. During one stay in a very nice hostel my friends decided to take a day trip. I declined to go and decided to hang around the city we were staying in to explore more of that place while they took off for the day. I got back to the room realizing I’d be alone for several hours and took the opportunity to explore my body. This hostel offered semiprivate rooms. We took the entire space in this room so there was no risk of being interrupted.
My bed was soft and springy. I was very horny – a great combination. After a long hot shower in the communal bathroom and getting naked back in the room it took about five minutes before my cock head was past my lips along with the first inch of my shaft. This was as far past my lips as I could normally get. This session was going to be different. I was able to get my entire shaft past my lips which created a much deeper feeling of a complete blow job. This moment was amazing. I was gently fucking my mouth slowly and deliberately.
This went on for some time as my balls tightened up against my body. My head and entire shaft were covered with saliva. Pre cum was constantly running onto my tongue. Then came the beautiful familiar feeling of semen coursing through my system and up into my thick shaft. I tried to maintain the session to prolong the enjoyment but my young body needed release. I exploded gobs of thick white cum onto my tongue inside my mouth. I remember holding the load for a moment and swirling it around with my tongue to get a full taste. Then that thick load went down my throat as I withdrew my member. I slowly slid my cock in and out, milking the rest of the cum from my shaft. The feeling of sliding the full length of my cock in and out my mouth during that session is a memory I cherish.
I’m in my early 40’s now and as horny, or more horny, than ever. Oral sex from the wife is a distant memory. My manual masturbation routine is very good and allows me to further develop my sexual fantasies however, something was missing. I recently decided to return to my roots of performing auto fellatio and began that familiar stretching routine from back in college. I go to the gym five days per week and simply extended the work out to incorporate some purposeful stretching. The basic runner and yoga poses are the key: plow, cobra, back twists, and neck rotations. It might look funny to others who see me at the gym. I’m sure some people are thinking and perhaps realizing why I perform the stretches when they see my pelvis right above my face.
I keep seeing auto fellatio information on the web so it makes this adventure even more exciting to know others are on the same quest. Reading and seeing that erotic material brings back memories of tasting my cock and swallowing my own cum, and bearing through some uncomfortable positions to make it all work. My reintroduction to auto fellatio began 45 days ago with a frustrating and unsuccessful attempt. The realization is that I had to be even more patient this time which led to the new gym routine I just described.
The past week has been amazing and inspired me to capture these thoughts. The house has been empty, with the wife traveling, so the environment at home has been perfect. My body is very limber again and I held off from ejaculation to increase the strength of my erection. Early this morning after a hot shower and a quick stretch I was rewarded. I got the full head in past my lips again which is just enough for now. I quickly came, sending a thick warm load down my throat just like the old days… and I suspect that there is more to cum!