Farewell My Pet

Thanks to my friend LatinSugar helping me editing this piece. With tears filled your eyes
You returned the leash on your collar 
Telling me things have changed and that you’re sorry 
My pet no longer would you be that we must part 
For you could not leave him and break his heart

From the moment we met I foresaw this fate 
I knew it’s against the rules to pursue another master’s pet 
Yet I was drawn to you like a fly drawn to the light 
Chasing fire and passion I have not the slightest regret

I cared, I listened, embraced and I encouraged you 
Hoping all my love could touch your tender heart 
Finally you handed over your leash and called me master 
But even then I saw the struggle in your beautiful eyes

We chatted, laughed, cried, shared many thoughts and much more 
The intelligent talk, hot sexy chat, even the discussion of life and death 
With time passing, I realized what a difficult position I’ve put you in 
Torn between your old master and your new love, how to chose

Months ago I knew what would be the destination of our journey 
Handing me your leash I listened as you said I deserve better 
My response was from heart that I didn’t want better I just wanted you 
From that moment on I realized the inevitable result

Weeks ago could not avoid the gut feeling of change in the air 
I told my closest friends that their support I might need 
The day of which I speak has come yet I have been prepared 
As no surprise for this moment of change is quite intensely sad

We smiled and agreed still good friends we’d be, 
Turning your back to me into his arms you returned 
As I look down at my shirt soaked with your tears 
I want to know why my heart still fucking hurts

They told me that fuck and forget 
Is the survival kit here on lush 
But no matter how hard I try 
How come I just cannot do that?

I was never what is known to be a good master 
When you asked me to wait for you, I waited 
When you told me your troubles, I listened 
When you suggested me books, I read

And when you said you wanted to leave, 
I let you go, don’t you see? 
From the very beginning to the end 
I was never the master, you were.

I was here to indulge you, spoil you, and obey you 
Your needs, your feelings were important to me 
We met when I wrote my first master and pet story 
You left when I completed my last master and pet story

Is this fate? 
If this is not meant to be, then I must say 
Farewell my lovely pet and welcome my sweet friend 
Going forward let’s turn a new page in our relationship

Sitting back on my cozy leather chair 
I poured myself another glass of whiskey 
Closing my eyes I taste the flavor 
The sweetness of our time together 
The bitterness of your leaving, your tears

Opening my eyes wide this day, I made a decision 
Tomorrow I will write a new story, a new chapter 
In my new story, there will be a new name 
But I will never forget, no other ever the same 
You my very first lovely pet